Sunday 28 October 2007

阿萍与阿芬

很向往香港之旅哦!
Ok, it seems like I am a blogger addict these few days...hahahhaa...just using the hols to tidy up some snaps...=)

亲爱的美恩,别再等两年才见面哦!=)


上一次见面,好像是两年前的事了哦!谢谢你邀请我和阿环到希望山庄一游。=)
每次想约你,都宣告任务失败!哈哈,假期一定要聚聚哦!
你们教堂所呈现的木偶戏非常有诚意!大伙儿一边儿吃月饼、一边儿听说书人讲解是真的挺有意思的! =)
Dear friend, I am glad to see you a happier soul, pursing your dreams, and doing what you really like... through your actions, you displayed your commitment to your belief...something I looked up to...=)

I miss you too sherying! =)


Episode 2: In Oct 2007...now that I am stepping down from being FT of my darlings...


F...or real. Not sure about you guys but I feel like we are a big family. =)


O...f course, some of you guys can be mischievous, cheeky, "rule-breakers"... (Ok, I know you don't really mean it, but still...=pPPpp)


R...eally... and surely, there were times I was angry, frustrated and irritated...when some of you get too laid back and unmotivated... when you do not believe in your own ability to excel...or just push yourself a little more....but how long could I be angry with you guys? =)


M...y dear class, you have brought me much joy and laughter...=D (Though some subject teachers might disagree...hahahha....) Most of you are good-natured and cooperative, always willing to lend a helping hand to your peers, something I am really proud of! =)


I... appreciate you guys for your spirit....there were so many occassions....by being so sporting during Chinese New Year with the Auspisicous Mascot Walk at the beginning of the year...(I know it takes a lot for my suave guys to walk down the aisle, and I thank you for supporting the event =D ), staying back for the various classroom decoration competitions, making an effort to attend most school events... erhmmm...most of you...=p, helping out where you can in different areas...especially those quiet souls in the class...I do take note of your presence....=) The video clips you guys have produced, skits/ care talks you all have put up...And I am really proud of the achievements of my class sportsmen *grins* the pyramids of trophies in all shades of bronze, silver and gold...you name it, we have it!


D...on't really think I can forget the lovely surprise birthday party you guys have planned... *dabs my eyes with a tissue* It was the largest and cutest cake I have ever received...*seriously*


A...lready, I think I am missing you all... just a few more words to say... (hahha, yes I know I will still see you all some time or another, but just let me get emotional for a while can? )


B...elieve in yourselves... know your strengths, identify your weakness and work on them...


L...ove yourself, love others...love what you are doing...


E...mbrace life to the fullest, with minimal regrets......
PS: 我无法逐一点名表示我遂所有宝贝的谢意(没提到你们的名字并不代表我忘了你们哦!!!有些话已经写在你们的成绩册(remarks)了!)
班上乖巧的同学,谢谢你们哦......完全不用让老师操心,能自动自发地完成作业......(有好几个宝贝的成绩也有进步,要继续努力哦!至于有些成绩犹如行情大起大落的股票市场的同学、你们真的要加把劲儿,别让老师看成绩单时脖子暴青筋、全身冒冷汗......)
紫薇、佩婷和班上的许多可爱女生,谢谢你们的贴心、乐于助人的精神......尤其是紫薇,进步神速哦~ =D

谢谢尽责的秘书昱琳总是确保各科老师在点名簿上签名......

班长威良虽然偶尔有点儿调皮,有点儿甜言蜜语,但办起事来可说有模有样的哦,哈哈哈...

副班长浩建,由衷感谢你这一年来不辞劳苦、尽心尽力地从旁协助大大小小的杂务--从友情客串扮演“大耳隆”到点算簿子、计算分数、综合调查表格的成绩......辛苦你了...=D (别辞职啦......哈哈哈!)

Episode 1: In dec 2006..when I first heard I was going to be the FT of 3F...

F...or real?
O...h my...
R...eally?
M...y god...
I... am not sure if i can handle...
D...on't really know this cohort very well.. .
A...hhh..will i get bullied?
B... eing sec 3's form teacher don't seem easy...
L...et's hope they will be receptive to me..
E...xcuse me,take it easy.. You can do it..relax...

(Ha ha... I cant blog too long.. First attempt at blogging using my phone:) just wanna write it down before i forget.:))

Friday 26 October 2007

你说了什么?

终于来到第四学期的最后一天。

终于松了一口气。一眼望去,许多人都自动登记成为熊猫俱乐部的成员。我想,要一段时间才能恢复元气......

有种复杂的心情。

有些心情,如果没有即时记下,便会犹如微风掠过脸颊,似乎感觉到什么,有点儿痒痒的,又仿佛从未有过......

有些心情,有时基于各种理由无法准确表达。

就像有些时候,在特定的场合无法挤出适当的表情。



有时想说,却没人在听。

有时想说,却无法表达。

有时不想说,偏有人来问。

有时不想说,偏走漏风声。


有人没说什么,却听了很多。

有人没说什么,却做了很多。

有人没做什么,却说了很多。


有人没做什么,也没说什么。

有人说了很多,但仿佛没说什么。

有人说得不多,却让人获益良多。

有时说者无意,

换来听者有心。

有时说者有心,

无奈听者无意。

Did I say I don't like pink? =p



我们是粉红三姐妹!
看表面,是自恋。
但朋友,你应该明白,为什么,今天特别想跟你拍照。=)
Don't wait. Time will never be just right.

The journey between what you once were, and who you are now becoming, is where the dance of life takes place.
Dream as if you will live forever, live as if you will die today......
Your dance, your life.



=)


Okay, I was warned not to stand beside angie...but I did...hahaha...ok I was never tall...=)
Enjoyed the speech made by our school's mother of six..hahaha...some quotations are worth reading over and over again...
“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”

Wednesday 24 October 2007

第100篇!*亲爱的家人* =D


你现在应该在回家途中...... =)


那天(staff potluck),他们专程跑了一趟,为的就是送一盒虾到学校,让我与同事分享。*感动* *heh2 heh2 heh2*


我想,很多宝贝都误会我是“富家女”,每天都乘搭德士上班,偶尔下班时也会看到一辆德士停在楼下等我。(十分具有红星架势,几乎每天都有人专车接送。=D)

其实,我可爱的老爸和老妈都是驾驶经验丰富的德士司机哦!我们都是热情的草根阶层,哈哈!

呵呵,你没看错,我的妈妈可是女性德士司机的先锋哦!(如果我没记错,她好像是第一批女性德士司机哦!)酷吧?=)

可惜,老爸老妈似乎没有把辨别方向的优良基因遗传给我(唉~)--因为我真的丝毫没有方向感......以前我会跟朋友出去时会开玩笑说:“别弄丢我哦!” 他们只能透过姓名寄托他们的心愿,希望我真(郑)的会(慧)分(芬)辨方向......(冷笑话~呱(gua)~呱~呱~) 但,我会努力的,因为快要带团出国玩儿了,总不能过于迷糊吧~

哈哈哈哈,至少我......(乌鸦准备就绪)......会(慧)分(芬)辨是非黑白嘛!(呱(gua)~呱~呱~)

我想,父母都会用自己的方式疼惜自己的孩子,没有所谓的好坏对错。我们可要珍(郑)惜眼前人、用心体会(慧)、可以的话也和他们分(芬)享一下心情哦~

OPen House (Part 2)




Sneak preview of some fun shots by the paparazzi! More @ mfdrama.blogspot.com, proudly brought to ya by drama club's webmaster step! =))

Open House (Part 1) =)





I love my drama kids for their initiative and creativity! =D

Monday 22 October 2007

Do you? Will you? Can you?

Do you know yourself?

Who stays behind those doors next to your own?

Do you know your own family?

Does it matter? Yes? No? Why?

Do you have a longing to feel accepted if you have pretended that its alright that acceptance is absent?

What does it take to open your heart to someone?

Will you be afraid to take a peep inside someone's heart?

When was the last time you hurt someone, knowingly or unknowingly?

When is the last time you helped someone without expecting anything?

When was the last time you accepted help without wondering or thinking?

Why make life difficult for yourself? For others? You mean, you did not know that was what you were doing?

Can one really have no motive?

What are you scared of?

Are you scared of yourself?

Do you have dreams?

Can you touch them?

Or are they out of reach? Beyond your wildest dreams? Really?

Are you sure you have tried fulfiling your dreams and not shove them aside?


Could there be tenderness beneath guffness?


Is there a reason behind the frivolous or impertinent acts?


What stories await to be told in those melancholy eyes?



Why did you cringe and frown at wrinkles and sagging breasts?

Ever wonder how you will look like, feel like, touch like in your twilight years?

Do you want to accept things as they are without putting up a fight?

Are you able to be left forgotten?

Ever want to forget but to no avail?

Will you be forgotten?

What if you are the one who is forgetting?

Do you want to have a choice?

Are you able to make a choice?

What if you simply have no choice?

Will you give yourself a chance to do something you love?

Will you seize the chance to do something you love?

What if you do not know exactly what your love is?

Do the person whom I long for longs for me the same way?



How can one really know what love is?



If the truth hurts will you still tell the truth or want to know the truth?

Insignificant? How can you know? How do you gage?

Will you be able to muster enough courage to look at the person in the face and say......?



Seemingly mundane yet intricate, "Hunting & Gathering" (Ensemble, c'est tout ) is a lovely movie that you need to sip it slowly to appreciate. Sit back and enjoy.

What a coincidence that the guy Guillaume Canet was actually the same guy who acted in Love Me If You Dare......And the lady Audrey Tautou was the lady from the movie "Amelie"......

An interesting title. WOnder what it really means.

What are you hunting for? What am I hunting for? What are they hunting for? What are we hunting for?

What have us gathered from our experiences and lives? From others? What do we want to gather? What have we gathered so far?



一个人看了这部电影。

你是否曾经独自一人去看电影?一个人看戏的感觉是否有点儿寂寞,却有有点儿享受?

享受寂寞。 享受寂寞? 寂寞?享受? 寂寞?享受......


Saturday 20 October 2007

Game?

Just watched French movie "Love Me If You Dare"......
Cartoony. Charming. Cruel.
Fantasy. Whimsical. Brillant.
Wicked. Offensive. Never-ending Childhood.
Two soulmates cemented in their dare of love.
Game?
I say, never.
Even your best friend suggests.
It's a game that bury yourself into a heap of concrete.
This game started with a beautiful house.
A bus without driver.
A beautiful box.
A beautiful friend.
In fact, I made a mistake.
This game started long long ago.
mother, will you die? Do I read well? Will you die? I will, just like everyone. Because I do the silly things? Give! let me do some clever things. I will do it. Don't say it any more. Dare not. Close your ears, close your ears hardly. Can you hear how I love you? It's most important.
Julien do you hear me? Keep silent, let me say something. Do you miss me? Because I miss you, you this tyrant. Give you a straight face is a difficult thing, But I still feel that it’s not your illusion. I want to forget the game when we are talking. Just one time. Do you like my skirt? I’m hesitating. I took it from my sister. There was once a red one. Red like a nuclear bomb. I know this is what I need to wear. I must be sitting in front of the mirror for hours. But I did it. See, I’m so beautiful. I hope you like it, otherwise I’ll beat you. Wait What did I say just now? The problem is Even you say “I like it”, I’ll not trust you. I don’t know when you are in game, And when you are not. I’ve lost myself. Wait?I’m not finish. Say you love me. I can never say this out first. I’m afraid you think it’s a game. Help me, please. Thank you.
I dream to see us keeping going like we’ve been in these years.
Sophie!Sophie, I love you. I love you, I love you, come down. What a fool. Look at the fool sitting on the chair. He makes a strange face because of his lung. This is only an excuse. Isn't it easier to hold her in your arms? Tell her I love her? You feel your heart beating when you think of this. Hey! I am talking to you! Do you hear that?
Being an adult means to have a speedometer that marks 210 and not driving over 60.
Where am I, what done, and my future has
What transport grips me, what woes devours
May I not know if I love or hate
Not one who normally remember song titles, the song La Vie En Rose echoes in the heart....

令人感动的小事......

我:“你可以帮我买乒乓球吗?白色的,最普通(便宜)的那种。”



宝贝:“哦~你要几个?”



我:“诶......我看十多、二十个吧?”



宝贝:“哦~ 你要几颗星的?”



我(搔头状):“呃......有什么分别吗?”



宝贝:“五颗星的一个一块半!”



我(惊吓状):“噢!不用了,你看几时有空就帮我买好吗?”





一个多小时后......



电话铃声响起。(相信我,尽管我很爱说话,还真的不喜欢接电话......)



“老师,你要的乒乓球买到了。”



踏出教务室,看到宝贝和友人满头大汗的样子,真的很~感~动~



可能你们专程跑了一趟,可能你们只是刚巧有空,但无论如何,谢谢你们以闪电般的速度完成我交代的任务。



看来,还得向你们学习哦~:做事别拖泥带水、如果有时间就应该尽量完成别人交待的任务、完成自己应该做的“功课”!





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简讯响起。

会心一笑。

三更半夜一个人孤零零地烫衣时收到一则问候的简讯,心,也烫起来。

看到我时老是没大没小的模样,心思却非常细腻、非常贴心的宝贝。还记得你做的巧克力草莓很好吃哦~(哈哈哈,这不是暗示,是纯粹的称赞!)

“Hey yoz _____eh, ho se bo? hahaha...just to let ya noe, ur not forgotten...hahah *mmmuack* nitesz n take great care...miss loves many =)*”

“Many people falling sick lately. Remember to drink more water...*mmmuack* nitesz n take great care......”

Thank you gal......sorry for my lagging responses sometimes...

重考考验你的毅力、决心。千万别放弃!支持你哦!

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手机响起。



已经毕业的宝贝:“老师,你去考advance theory了没?”



我:“呃............还没有。”这一刻,感觉自己似乎变成了孙悟空,而电话铃一端是走在科技尖端,学会如何使用手机的师父--唐僧。



已经毕业的宝贝:“快点去考~”(开始念......)



我:“我知道我得去考了,但是......真~的~很~忙啊......刚刚改完年底试卷、输入分数......”自己说了都有点儿心虚,觉得“忙”这个理由不成立。几乎可以听到我爹娘的名言在耳边响起: Lee you zui3 guei4 ba4 you2......(那是福建话,翻译成华文--理由多过猪油)

已经毕业的宝贝:“那我提醒你,你快点儿去考,我可以陪你去学车。”

我:“好!”

哈哈哈,怎么好象老师和学生的身份调换?每个人都有自己的长项和弱项,而我的弱项正是修读理论课--完全能够体恤学生面对较差的科目时的心情。有时,真的用心尽力了依然徒劳无功。

不过当然,前提是要尽力。(哈哈哈,我承认自己还没有使出100%的功力,接到电话时,感觉自己好像是那个为自己找借口想偷懒拖欠功课又被逮个正着的学生...... =pPppPpp )

觉得毕业的宝贝变得更像朋友。谢谢你的关心哦!(^_^)

不只一次在学车驾驶中心碰到似曾相识的脸孔,其实有些不好意思。看到才刚毕业就兴致勃勃来学驾驶的年轻脸孔,曾经告诉KR和N自己似乎晚了10年才来学车。N大概是因为听了这番话,便自告奋勇说陪我学车。感~动~哦~

但还是告诉自己:有心不怕迟嘛!哈哈,至少可以骄傲地说是自己学车是自费!(为了自食其力、“筹集学费”才等了这么多年,哈哈哈哈!)

you have to start somewhere

You cannot change the past

But the future is a different story.

And you have to start somewhere.

A ray of sunshine

I saw

A ray of sunshine beckons

Contrasting the browns

Warming the heart of one

awkward in red

That was how I felt when I saw my dear class decked in the level camp T-shirts. My favourite colour. =D

Everyone of them who turned up for school.

Just felt touched by their team spirit...=) Really..I think I just remarked that the class should wear the camp T-shirt? =)

Trust me, I was really irritated that I could not find my camp T-shirt. Worn my house T-shirt instead...*ArghhHHhh*

4F MUST have a class T-shirt...hahahahaha....even if I cannot be your form teacher, can I have one?

Saturday 13 October 2007

中四宝贝系列







我知道你们当中,没有几个人会读到这篇日记,但还是想写下此刻的心情......

还记得年头时,你们懒洋洋地来课室报到,士气低落......

我知道你们相当抗拒 band 5这个标签。

但我不怎么反对按成绩分班,因为这的确能让老师因材施教,更有针对性地调整教学步骤、配合你们的进度进行教学。

你们当中有些属于“沉默帮” --不要惹我,不要逼我,我的华文说的不好,写方面更不用说...如果我会,我早就完成你的作业了,你再多说也没用......

有些属于“嬉皮笑脸党” --有的成天嘻嘻哈哈、有的乐于助人,但功课终究是一个谜。

有些属于“默默配合组” --我想及格、我会尽力而为,你给我什么,我会尝试完成。

无论你们以哪一种形态、姿态、态度出现在我班,只想告诉你们:在我眼中,你们都是我的学生。(我怕叫你们“宝贝”你们会嫌太肉麻,呵呵!就这样,不分男女、不分程度。

我想,我不想只是。我的,是

打从心底只希望你们不讨厌、排斥我的科目。

不讨厌,才有了解的可能、进步的空间。

华文真的是很含蓄优美的语文。她需要的是一个机会、一次邂逅。

至于考试,只要尽力了,那就够了。

我一直这么认为。

有多时候,成果不一定和自己所付出的努力成正比。但这并不代表你应该放弃。

记得到了第二学期,和你们多了一份默契,而大家上课的态度都有了正面的转变,肯努力为大考冲刺......=)

在毕业典礼后,厚着脸皮找你们拍照。不知为什么,就想和你们(中四华文班)拍张照留念。(当然,也和一些可爱的插班生合照...)

看着你们脸上灿烂的微笑,打从心底涌出一种喜悦。

轻声的一句“保重哦~”

爽朗的一句“我会回来看你的!”

关心的一句“毕业后须要我回来帮你吗?”

贴心的一句“虽然没真正被你教过,但我还是会想念你以一名老师的身份对着我们谈天说笑......”

肉麻的一句“还真的舍不得......”

更肉麻的一句“我会想你的!”

让人为之动容......

那一刻,我深深*感~动* ......真的。

你们要继续加油哦!

Do not let labelling or banding "disband" your morale. Instead, seize the chance to learn at the pace that suits you and prove them wrong.

毕业后的你们将开始新的旅程。

希望毕业后的你们,会在某年某月某日想起,那一年,我们在校园四楼的一角,每周的......“野餐” ......呵呵.......嘘.....=)

好姐妹

~溜狗篇~

要记得笑容灿烂的日子哦~

那一年......这一年




星期四那天,参加了校内的中四/五毕业典礼。看着各班的班级任老师上台致词,看着熟悉的脸孔轮流上台领取毕业证书,心里颇有感触...

转眼间,你们就快要毕业了...





那一年的一年前,我买了身平第一台傻瓜数码相机。

感谢它为我捕捉了许多教学生涯的点点滴滴......

对于科技,我的敏感度一向偏低。

可能比较怀旧、念旧吧......

其实,心里有一点儿妒嫉现在的小朋友能利用数码科技的便利无限度近乎挥霍地捕捉青春,保留回忆。

尽管认为有时有点儿过度自恋(拼命自拍、找出最自然的角度、练习最自然的笑容、练就两手都能反射性自拍的功力)、有点儿自我(自拍镜头不就只容得下大头、眼中只有自己、一切景物乃“镜”外物,完全不重要)甚至侵犯他人隐私权(尤其是喜爱在厕所自拍者--有没有想过在一旁撇尿、一脸苍白的路人甲?忘了拉拉链、却看到你的镜头掠过他而一脸错愕的路人乙?或素颜(没有化妆)、或想补妆镜子却被你霸占的路人丙?)

言归正传。



那一年,我加入了这个大家庭,担任1A的级任老师并兼任戏剧学会(Drama Club)的负责老师。

还记得旧校舍(campus 2)吗?还记得OM Tan吗?还记得ah chun auntie吗?还记得AVA room吗?

还记得......

我想,第一次总是令人难忘的。

至今还很怀念自己在另一间学校实习时认识的第一批学生,尤其是那一群洋溢着阳光笑容的排球队男生。不知你们还好吗?还记得当年在球场上挥洒过的青春吗?

而你们是我正式成为老师后的第一批学生,因此至少对我而言,你们是特别的一群。

个性迥然不同的你们......

有些热情奔放、有些含蓄拘谨;

有些调皮捣蛋、有些成熟稳重;

有些行为肆无忌惮、有些言行循规蹈矩;

有些清楚地知道自己接下来的路该往哪儿走、有些则迷迷糊糊、毫无主张......

和你们其中一些很投缘(像那天,有只小猴子居然紧拥着我叫我老猴子--真是的!),四年来无论我时否任教你们的班,你们都会有礼貌面带微笑地用你们的方式打声招呼......一个简单的动作,带来的是无限的暖意。

或许你们当中有些同学对我已很陌生(从碰到我时闪避、不太想打招呼的肢体语言--真是的......),但我感觉自己就在你们身旁陪着你们一块儿摸索、一块儿犯错、一块儿成长......

在会考中考取理想的成绩固然重要,但老师更希望你们这四年学习生涯的成绩单是令你自己满意的......

如果有诸多不满,先问自己是否有做好本分,接下来叮咛自己争取更好的成绩。


这一年,你们毕业了。

未来的路,还长着呢。

路,未必平坦。

或许必须兜兜转转才能抵达目的地......

或许必须跌得满身泥泞才能明白为什么......

但记得,路,是自己走出来的。

这一年,你们毕业了。

真心祝福你们。

未来的路,走好。

Thursday 4 October 2007

就让这首歌,一直重复重复重复......



喜欢张震岳......用他独特低沉哼吟的方式唱出一首首牵动人心的歌曲......

无意中听到《就让这首歌》......

就让这首歌,一直重复重复重复......

就让这首歌
今夜一直重复
我们都没错
只是看清楚
原来不懂的事
没有什么好说
现在先不要说
就让我们沉默
最后的拥抱
爱情的终点
回忆一触即发如何忍住眼泪
不让她哭唏哩哗啦筑就深情这样好吗
从今以后各走各的路
身上留过你的沓图
怎么可能不在乎
不怪现在只怪当初
谁辜负了谁糊涂
清醒了没越是卖醉却不醉
绕了一圈圈越想念谁
吃定了谁电影散场了没
又怎么会虎头蛇尾看你哭红又肿的双眼
一把眼泪一把鼻涕
从喜剧变成悲剧
怎么继续只好放着这首歌曲
她一直用力在听
曾经你是我的瘾
我们爱着这么过瘾
就像生命共同体如今却只能写下这回忆
电影散场之后你是否留下什么
一切不难再重头那感伤对画面说
这决定变得轻松夜深人静心回头
有首歌它一直 repeat repeat 是为了什么
是分手的时候就让我们自由
回忆一幕幕就像一场电影
原来一直感动
电影终要结束结束难免痛苦
心中留下伤痕
就让这首歌萦绕在耳边
我尝试刻画着每一次
曾经快乐的每一日
这首歌要播几次有太多的舍不得事
歌词像针在刺旋律让眼眶湿
曾几何时开始静止打不开的话匣子
从你哝我哝的梦到现在你懂我懂的沉默
所有的痛就让时间来破
电影散场之后就在那回首处
你别走回头路
我只能头也不回地藏住感触
少了骗人的拼图怎么拼得出那版图
我真心为你祝福
有没有那么一首歌会让你很想念
有没有那么一首歌你会假装听不见
听了又掉眼泪却按不下停止键
多少的夜就这样开着灯到另一个夜
我们之间有多少故事在这首歌的里面
人不在就让这首歌在回忆也还在
就让这一首歌今夜一直重复
我们都没错只是看清楚原来不懂的事
哦没有什么好说现在先不要说
就让我们沉默
最后的拥抱爱情的终点
是分手的时候就让我们自由
回忆一幕幕就像一场电影
原来一直感动
电影终要结束结束难免痛苦
心中留下伤痕
就让这首歌萦绕在耳边

Tuesday 2 October 2007