随想

常说

要拿得起，放得下。

放下

谈何容易？

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舍得舍得

有舍才有得

有时

有舍未必有得

但仍必须舍得

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独自背着寂寞在沉默中流浪

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感谢

给过我机会的你

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三轮车，跑得快，上面坐着母女俩...

小时候

曾经坐在三轮车上拍照

长大了

三轮车是载送旅客的

心血来潮

问一位车夫肯不肯载载想怀旧的本地人

短短的15分钟

感觉还挺好的

不同的是不再是“要五毛，给一块”......

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有时候啊~还是会失去耐心~要加油啊~

Belated Merry Christmas to bao beis =D (Part 2)

I remembered we ran up the stage in 2008... *brings a smile and warmth on a cold night...*

I remember how you all sang on the roads in 2008...http://zhenghuifenlaoshi.blogspot.com/2008/08/happy-national-day-4f.html

There are a few great shots on the school website...captured using more professional cameras...

Merry Christmas~ *Belated Christmas presents/ photos...for those who happened to stumble upon your own smiles...captured in August*

I miss you all.

I miss seeing the 5Ns interact. Sitting together.

*Sing a lonely tune of Christmas to myself in the middle of the night*

Especially more so when I looked back at photos taken last National Day...

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年纪也不小了

可能不应该太过感情用事

宝贝终究也会长大、也该长大的

所以不应该不舍得

应该做的，是带着微笑往前看

看着你们渐行渐远的的身影越来越高大地迈向未来

在心里祝福你们

并感谢

曾经拥有

Belated Merry Christmas to bao beis =D (Part 1)

I was feeling mildly depressed...as there is so much work to be done.

I thought I should find something to movtivate myself and cheer myself up.

Looking at these happy photos make me smile. =D

One need not feel angry when one sees red. At least not for me, when I looked at smiley faces. =D

I decided that I will upload some happy photos I have not uploaded this year everytime I finished one task off the super long To-Do-List.

Go go go!

PS:

Merry Christmas Baobeis~

Merry Christmas to a few of my ex students and friends too...

While the Christmas may not be as merry for some, there is always hope somewhere out there... as we wish upon a star....

此情不再

如果这是你人生最后一通电话...

最近看新闻，感觉有点沉重。

有人年纪轻轻无病无痛无在毫无征兆的情况下猝死

有人因为始料不及的意外、疏忽或无端受牵连枉死

有人自己种下了的祸根也不知道最后死亡找上了门

无论是因为什么，他们都没有机会跟至亲说声再见

想想

再见

也就是有机会再次见面

既然无法再见

心里或许隐藏着更多永远无法说出的“对不起”、“谢谢”......

连续剧里总有人能有机会握着挚爱的人的手

直至说完想说的话方咽下最后一口气撒手离去

今天是否有跟谁呕气吗？

通常会让你气急攻心的那个人

或许也是你最最在乎的那个人

别再继续生气了......

如果这是你人生最后一通电话

你会想打给谁？

还是想贪心地问能不能多打一两通电话？

天堂还是地狱--由你决定

My, you all have graduated.. for real..

I miss you all.

I will miss you all.

I was touched, when a few of you waved for me to go over and take photos with you all.

Perhaps our last group photo together.

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Because, deep inside, I know it will never be the same again.

Our class T-shirt says," Friends Forever."

It may be tough to stay friends forever to the friends we thought we will and as much as we want to...

Because as we embark on different paths, take on different roles, fulfil various commitments and have different priorities in lives...change is the only constant we have to embrace...

But some feelings and sweet memories will be compartmentalized and storied carefully forever...

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@ each phrase of graduation, from the 4N ceremony, to the 4E5N ceremony to the prom night, somhow, fewer and fewer students attended the ceremonies.

It is almost like how we move through different phrases of our lives.

Soon, you may find out some things just get less and you want more of some things.

More or less, are they the same?

If not, how different are there?

How you perceive the things and people around you and make the best out of situations matters.

Numbers matter to most.

Perhaps way too much in every word of it.

Test marks. Number of As. Number of achievements. Number of qualifications. Numbers numbers and more numbers. We are almost haunted by numbers in our daily routines and lives.

Why do things get so complicated by the endless combinations of 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,0?

Did we remember to count how many As we scored with our families and friends today?

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那晚，每个到场的学生都获赠一个面具.

有几个小瓜说虽然面具很好看，但是戴起来不舒服，还是不戴了。

没有带着面具的小瓜笑容灿烂。

以后毕业了，不喜欢面具的你们或许有了隐形的面具也不知道。

但求你们都要记得无论如何要保持一颗赤子之心和最真的笑容......

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你们毕业了。

我也要振作。

要打起精神！

*痒*

明知道会产生敏感会有副作用

还偷吃 真是的

虽然真的只是吃了一点点

但还是后果自负

*痒*

妈妈说

吃解药不就没事了~

但这不是重点

难道有解药就能乱服毒药吗？

*敲自己的头一下*

有什么 须要 死咬着不放？

要时时提醒自己

就算有理

也要得饶人处且饶人

有时因为那一时之气

你自以为很清楚有理

却可能只是盲点歪理

有时我们都只听到我们想听到的

有时候我们以为听到却并非如此

只是抓住一个字词儿

死咬着不放

让彼此难过委屈沮丧

何苦来哉？

有什么

那么重要（虽然那一刻真的觉得很重要）

须要

死咬着不放呢？

若很幸运察觉自己真的固执地死咬着（ ）不放

不如先放下（ ）

静心想想

究竟值不值得啊~

What lies on the extreme ends?

When you feel yourself losing control...

Speaking words that swing to the extremes...

Catch hold of yourself and try to maintain balance...

Because words spoken when you extremely angry, tired, frustrated.....

Will be extremely hurtful, judgemental and more often than not...

You will wish that you have not spoken/ typed those words...

随想

昨晚

我看着青春

毕业了

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昨晚

我没留到舞会结束

或许过于喧闹

或许只是因为我会想念......

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夜深了...却...

多一分钟

宝贝们就要毕业了

我想

不是所有的宝贝都会出席毕业晚宴

有出席典礼的

好期待看到你们

我想你们应该会化身为型男美女

没出席典礼的

老师会记得你们

并送上真心祝福

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你们就要毕业了

要记得哦

这只是人生路上其中一个毕业典礼

有时候啊

我们不一定有机会打扮得漂漂亮亮、潇潇洒洒的

就发现自己又快要从人生的另一个阶段毕业了


人生这个老师

会继续为你我上许多课

人生这个老师嘛

可让人捉摸不定

有时说也不说就给我们临堂测验

有时候则会叮咛我们要做好准备

人生这个老师嘛

好还是不好呢

我想也得看你我本身的态度

你我除了是彼此的老师

也是自己的老师

你以为教别人难

更多时候

教自己才难呢~

这个时候我想我还是听老师的话早点儿睡了......

几种念头

原来

真正的敌人

真的是自己

干嘛这么傻

老是跟自己打仗怄气

把自己打得遍体鳞伤？

还是

我们早已经把自己打傻了

连自己打自己都不知道了？

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有一天

会不会发现

自己不再是自己

我们都知道

太多的东西抓不住

也没有必要紧抓着

但在什么时候

我们松开了手

放开的

是自己

放弃的

是自己

看着自己

不再是自己

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是不是对得起别人

就得辜负自己？

是不是对得起自己

就得辜负别人？

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孩子

哭吧~

哭过后

才懂得笑是什么

有些伤心痛心

只有自己明白

只有自己承担

随想

“爱一个人为什么会痛苦？”

“因为你认真，所以才会痛苦。如果你不认真，就不痛不痒了......”

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“只要不贪心，就会得到幸福了。”

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看似疯癫、糊涂，却偶尔清醒。游走于半梦半醒之间，却可能活得比正常人清醒的她所说的小小哲理，值得玩味。你我以为我们在生活。或许，她才真正地活着。~看《光阴的故事》有感。

2-0-1-切-归-0

我没事的。

只是有种无法解释的心情。

小角落

你最想和哪个他/她

在无人打扰的小角落

一起喝杯咖啡

分享一天的心情？

单飞

A snap of "The Pale Rose Of Wool" exhibit

有一天，我们都会老去

有一天

我们都会老去

这一点

多少人知道

却又不知道


有一天

我们的脑筋再也不会象十多岁那年转得那么快

动作反应再也不会像二十多岁那年那么快

判断能力再也不会像三十多岁那年那么准

工作能力再也不会象四十多岁那年那么好


在我们老去那一天到来前

当我们看到

动作较奇怪

反应较迟钝

说话慢吞吞

或同样的话说了一遍又一遍

一遍又一遍

因耳背而大声嚷嚷

走路歪歪斜斜却又不承认的长辈时

我们

能否用用温柔的眼神

替代充满不屑的眼神

能否用包容的态度

取代不烦躁的态度

能否用浅浅的微笑

取代声长长的叹气


只因为

有一天

我们

也都会老去

Baobeis, good luck for your O Levels..

*Jia you*

随想

有些日子

走过了

就过了

再回头

也只能笑看从前

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某名的伤感

隐隐约约

却实实在在

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思绪

层层叠叠

无法理

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信心这家伙

什么时候离家出走的?

你

什么时候回家啊?

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要认识到

自己不是只有( )

而是还有( )

（ ）是什么？

可以是时间

可以是自己珍惜的在乎的任何事物

在乎的

未必看得到碰得到

但是至少

还能感受到

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最近

有点抗拒长大

精神陷入中年危机

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One day, we will have to let go...

One day, we will have to let go...

For my dear baobeis...

So much went through my mind...as I looked at the pictures...from many years back...


... what seem so long ago...yet...not so long ago....

I found these photos as I was looking through my old photos....Do you all remember the Mid-Autumn Festival celebration? Think you all are the last batch of students who experienced that event....

I taught some of you Chinese back then...in campus 2.... our cosy little campus....where jingming told me that he was the "subject leader" when I leave the classroom to take the markers/ radio/ paper...=pppp

So coincidental...your sec 1 camp t-shirts were yellow! Hmmmm...did I draw part of the camp t-shirt? Because i wish I did a better job with your sec 3 camp t-shirts...=p

*Aiyoooo sooooo cuteeeeee....*

I could hear myself screaming as I attempted to climb down this wall with cher yee nearby capturing that on film (now where is that tape...hmmmm...) and the experience was great...because you all were part of it....

Really I had my reservations, my doubts....because you all were my first upper sec class....

But boy I was glad, as you all are most probably my last graduating form class....I would not have exchanged it for anything....

Staying back in the hall...Standing in the sun with you all after some issues... coming back from MC only to find that some of you missed me so much such that you need to seek attention by getting yourselves into trouble so that I could nag at you somehow made me love you all more...

I remember seeing this correction tape that somehow swang across the window I was teaching downstairs....and I was like," Is that from my class? What are they fishing for? "

I remember some funny (old) jokes cracked during lessons....

I remember how we stayed back...till late afternoons...even at night....to do up the boards...

Remember how I was not supposed to give any homework for a week? But I don't think you all will be that cruel? =)

Was it really just last year? Was it ivy who say wah, let us show them how to cheer lar...and suddenly...we were up on the stage...hahahha.......

And....our last national day together....

Dear baobeis....I will miss you all a lot....even though I only get to teach some of you this year...

I know I should hold back my tears...

I know I should be happy and wave good bye smilingly...

But I could not... *sheepish look*

There will be this part of my youth, my life, that will be graduating with you....and it will never be the same again......

Take care...

And do your best....

Promise?

Missing you all already......