*pull hair*

Sometimes good intentions go wrong...what you see as good intentions in the first place may not be what is really good or necessary in the first place...

Sometimes you start to doubt yourself...as more and more shades of grey emerged blurring the lines between original intent, behavior and actions...

Sometimes what you have in your mind just comes out the wrong way...or you think it was fine only to realised later that you were misunderstood...and you probably played a part in the process...

Sometimes you just cannot help second guessing or thinking what others may be thinking...when you know that those are variables you cannot control....and that there is no point in doing that...

Sometimes you just do not know what to do anymore...different voices in your mind are throwing out their what they think is right and wrong, what went right or wrong, debating that there is no right or wrong, wrong or right, rights or wronged....

But sometimes.... enough is enough...and you just got to get yourself out of the emotional downward spiral before you get swallowed by negativity...

And you are the only one who can help yourself......

*Pull hair*

Recently, the area around me just got hairier...