在外头喋喋不休、凑凑热闹、颠笑嚷嚷。
在里头默默不语、静静沉沦、无声呐喊。
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叹息是有杀伤力的。
哀怨能有虐杀性质。
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“诶，你怎么有白头发啊？”同事突然说道。“你要拔吗？”
“不用啦~呵呵~”我微笑着回答。
其实，摸了摸头发，似乎也稀薄了一些。
以前还嫌头发厚呢~
只不过是白发。
就留着吧~
改天要留
都留不住......
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妈妈老照镜子。
化疗导致脱发。
完全不由自主。
头皮无法适从。
心境如何调整？
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越不想让另一方难受担心
有时反而会做出让另一方更为难受无奈的举止。
其实，真的是不受控制的。
你不是故意的。
我知道。
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累，到了一个饱和点，撑。
撑，到了一个极限，垮。
重新拼凑。
继续。
累，也无法跟病患的累相比。
泪，不一定流下脸颊的就是最伤心的。
流进心里、无人看见的，或许...更痛...
Thursday, 31 July 2008
Sunday, 27 July 2008
sometimes
Sometimes nothing you do seems right.
Sometimes you think you are right but you are wrong. Really.
Sometimes you think you are doing things right but you are far from right.
Sometimes you think you are being sensitive but you are still not sensitive enough.
Sometimes you thought it will be good to choose your words instead of being too direct but you are still misinterpretated as people feel you are mincing your words and trying too hard.
Sometimes you want to be encouraging and motivating but you are just not trying hard enough or doing it well enough as you get warped with problems....
Sometimes you really want to be good but you just cannot be good enough.
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Sometimes....
So other times, things are still good, are'nt they?
So, treaure the times other than sometimes.
Sometimes you think you are right but you are wrong. Really.
Sometimes you think you are doing things right but you are far from right.
Sometimes you think you are being sensitive but you are still not sensitive enough.
Sometimes you thought it will be good to choose your words instead of being too direct but you are still misinterpretated as people feel you are mincing your words and trying too hard.
Sometimes you want to be encouraging and motivating but you are just not trying hard enough or doing it well enough as you get warped with problems....
Sometimes you really want to be good but you just cannot be good enough.
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Sometimes....
So other times, things are still good, are'nt they?
So, treaure the times other than sometimes.
Friday, 25 July 2008
难过
你说想哭
却没有眼泪
能不能
帮你流泪？
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你说日子难过
应该过不了六轮折磨
能否选择不过
看着你老看着时钟
心情郁闷眼神呆滞
难过的不只是时间
我知道你难过
但能否暂时别想不过
过这关或许很难
难关能否一块过
最难过的应该是
心里那关
关着复杂矛盾
怎能不难过？
难过
要过，难？
难？过不过？
过了，还是......难？
却没有眼泪
能不能
帮你流泪？
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你说日子难过
应该过不了六轮折磨
能否选择不过
看着你老看着时钟
心情郁闷眼神呆滞
难过的不只是时间
我知道你难过
但能否暂时别想不过
过这关或许很难
难关能否一块过
最难过的应该是
心里那关
关着复杂矛盾
怎能不难过？
难过
要过，难？
难？过不过？
过了，还是......难？
Wednesday, 23 July 2008
Random thoughts
My mind is a ______________
The things I need to do : _____+______+_____+______+_____+______= ?
When _____________is not enough
Sometimes we need to make meaning out of ?
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * ** * * *
I feel _________
Starting to feel
that less is more
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * ** * * * *
My teeth is ___________
I need to see a dentist.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * ** * * * *
Some things cannot be measured.
You may insist they can.
Perhaps.
To a certain extent.
Really?
What can be measured
may not be accurate
who are we to claim to be rulers?
Some equations do not make sense.
Maybe we are the ones trying to make sense out of equations that we created.
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Tears may flow easily.
However
maybe not one tear will be shed
when you are confronted with the truest saddest moment
The things I need to do : _____+______+_____+______+_____+______= ?
When _____________is not enough
Sometimes we need to make meaning out of ?
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * ** * * *
I feel _________
Starting to feel
that less is more
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * ** * * * *
My teeth is ___________
I need to see a dentist.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * ** * * * *
Some things cannot be measured.
You may insist they can.
Perhaps.
To a certain extent.
Really?
What can be measured
may not be accurate
who are we to claim to be rulers?
Some equations do not make sense.
Maybe we are the ones trying to make sense out of equations that we created.
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Tears may flow easily.
However
maybe not one tear will be shed
when you are confronted with the truest saddest moment
Sunday, 20 July 2008
Friday, 18 July 2008
*sighs*
Why...why...why....
Sometimes, there are just no answers....
Sometimes, there are just no reasons...
Sometimes, there is just no logic.....
Sometimes, things just happen....and continue to happen.....
Sometimes, you know the consequences, yet......
究竟播下的是什么样的种子.......
我看，要好好想想.......反省......
有没有可能爱他们变成害他们？
Thursday, 17 July 2008
Monday, 14 July 2008
Friday, 11 July 2008
年轻是一种心境
属于你们的节日，希望你们开开心心地度过青涩岁月......
呵呵，会不会觉得衣服很眼熟？是向音乐剧组借的~太可爱了~至少我隔壁的漂亮宝贝穿了很可爱啦~哈哈~
保持心境年轻时是最重要的......
有多少人在成长的过程中依然能保留一颗赤子之心？
别随便嘲笑他人幼稚-- 看清楚一点儿，是他们装天真可爱，还是自己早已遗失了童真，无法感受单纯的美好？
Thursday, 10 July 2008
Time after time...snaps and tots...=)
For those of you who hung on till the end....thank you...it has not been a easy ride....though time after time, year after year we have musicals...but each time, it is different......
Anonymous crew and helpers...thank you very much...
So many hands working behind the scenes.... to piece together the musical...
Well...you may be a non drama-clubber, but boy you are so drama mama....hahaha....
The big night......
Some of your bursts of energy and sparks really surprised me....
Some of you were doing it for the last time....some of you, your first time.....
Some of you out there.....do you know I will miss you all real bad....Steph, follow your passion yeah...
“Ms Tay...我今年就毕业了~~”
突然，千万种思绪涌上心头。
*sighs chloe dear~*
抱着你的时候，眼泪早已忍不住流了下来......
看着你们渐渐成熟、稳重却又不失纯真，心理夹杂着如此复杂的情绪......
相信你们的收获也很多......
Our surprise star was the crowd pleaser! =D
绿叶是可以如此的耀眼......这是我很喜欢的一段演出.....
在现实生活中，许多人争着做主角，有些甚至在无法得到主角一角时便意兴阑珊或兴趣缺缺......但配角是否就不重要?若没有配角，那还有所谓的主角吗？
很多时候，我们都会在不同的时候扮演不同的角色......
重要的是是否能不斤斤计较而尽力做好本分......
更多时候，一代新人换旧人......一个人的胸襟究竟有多宽大？新人究竟是何人？是否称职？而有多少人能真心祝福、真心传授“内功”给即将取代他们位子的人？
One has the chance to shine, no matter what position or role one is in......
在演出结束后，泪水湿了戏服......给泪水糊了的妆底下一颗颗充满热诚的心，可别浇熄了哦......
Some of you may not be in the photo...but I remember all the hard work you have put in..like lena...wish you were there....
好想你们哦~
想你......
幕后花絮（一）
幕后花絮（二）长大了......真的长大了......
这就是最大的满足感。
自己那晚有些失态了.....但，真的，我会想你们的.....
希望你们以后会记得年少时的单纯与热情......
Sunday, 6 July 2008
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